Confuse again....

Haizz dunno how nw....
I cant help her... although we are old friend....
She said she felt sad when i just throw her thr n dun talk to her...
bt i cant make myself to do the thgs which i dun wan do...
Jz sit bside her i wil feel no comfortable....
i wan free... i dun like someone company wif me when recess
bt she come n find me n one frien again every recess...
i rili dun like it.. rili!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno y.. i jz cant make myself xi guan her at skul...
mayb is i oredi xi guan she owes company wif her bf....
i noe... nw she dun hv.. bt....
Haizzz....
u dun do anythg wrong... bt...
sometimes ur love too much n let us feel nt gud.. u noe??
I tell u b4... bt u 4get wad i said....
u mayb dun remember wad i say b4... i think...
if u remember... u wil no feel like tat...
I only can say....顺其自然....

Confuse~~~

He dun love me anymore!!!!!!!! bt i still love him...
I cant stop thinking of him....
I try my best to 4get him.. bt i cant... T.T